Hurting and confused.

what who where? I don't know what the heck to think... seriously... can't flirt anymore, and i constently look around for different things, and i end up looking right back to you. Confuzzled on what the heck to do in my life right now, whether to like people, or "her". To go see her, and develop a stronger feeling for her? whether i should go back to where hell was brought on me. or stay where i seem safe for now.. I just don't know...