Something that i haven't seen...

You are... special to me. And things are just great... i really like you... baby? ... i like your real name though... :)
You make me smile ... and you lissen to me... *sigh* i would really like to date you

Hahaha

It has been a little while since i have been on my blog, I forgot how to get on and yatta yatta yatta. Anyways, things at school are going good i guess, grades eh whatever. I wish i was doing better with my La. My mom is a pest but shes still loving like she wants to be. Love is always good, but it has died down from when i first started blogging. I still feel the need and want of her. She is mine, once i get back from moving. I look forward to coming back anyways :D
Thats about it, really i might go into details later.

New, And A Litlle Sappy

Well my heart is with a girl that has the same feelings about me as i do to her. She is just as crazy for me as i am for her. I found out the total truth about it so I'm happy. Their is a but in it all though, even though their is something strong between us she isn't ready to date yet. So a compirmize until then has been made. To strengthen our 'Feelings' by keeping a friendship. I still have an amazing amount of feeling for this amazing girl in my life i still think it is awesome that i know her and cherish her with my love.

I have a question for who ever reads this.... Is it right that i don't look at other girls in the same way i do for her? And is it right that i don't want to date anyone besides her?... please do share

Love? is not perfect right? why does it feel so right then? The heart warming goodness, the feelings that grow stronger for the person everyday you spend time with them... But its not perfect, because you can still get hurt...

Heart broken and lost in space of memories

My heart and head are throbbing.... i feel like shit on top of all this and i wouldn't mind just ending my life ... but I'm not stupid i need to get a grip ... shes not the only one for me .... even though it hurts right now i know i will get though it... But i wouldn't mind knowing why she hates me right now... that would be a start for now, and why her friend likes fucking with everything

thanks for lissening to my boring life
Cameron

Wedding

I always thought weddings were fun i really did i swear .... but the one i went to wasn't exiting i know that for a fact. sorry totally random

Passion

I have a free spirit. I can do what i want ... is it bad? I'm putting myself out there ... and the world has many secrets that i do not know and will find..... and then on top of it all we have Religons ... i love being Wiccan it's different and its cool